Dagens tanke...

..är att jag hatar nostalgi.. Varför lär man sig aldrig?? Min vattenfasta mascara är fan bra att ha ibland. Vissa saker tillhör det gamla, man ska låta dom ligga där, o blekna som gamla bilder. Man ska inte rota och peta i saker man inte kan fixa. Men ibland så önskar man ändå...lite...att man kunde skruva tillbaka klockan..

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I bilen på väg upp.. *happy*

Gina underhöll sig såhär...^^


Vår lilla stuga, precis bredvid Homostugan
(Vår heter minsann Asperö..tror jag )



Våra sängar.. Sköna son fan var dom.. Undrar dock än hur camilla kom upp så där mitt i natten på den stegen..

Synd jag inte kom på att filma Camilla där, hon shaka loss jääävlar i det.. Överporrigt.. Stackars Katti trampa på en geting och fick gå med värsta kylklossen under foten.


Vi hade gott om insekter och andra inneboende. Så som sniglar, spindlar, getingar och grodor..


Camillas sexiga bak efter första turen, det syns dåligt men jag är heeelt blöt..som om jag gått ner i en sjö. Converse R.I.P



Lite radiobilar och uppe i den där upp-o-ner vända vagnen sitter Gina.. Hon åkte den sen innan stängning 3 ggr direkt efter varandra.. FRIVILLIGT!


Jag och Camilla gick i världens finaste spökhus, Hotell Gasten. Massa söta människor som sprang omkring och skrämde skiten ur oss. Så nu kan jag säga att jag blivit tafsad på av ett spöke :D


Sista turerna i flumriden igen.. Blöt, blötare..blöötast..


Lördag morgon började med good frukost i det fina vädret och ett besök av en jävligt morgonpigg Lisebergskanin.. (O något bihang som Camilla ragga litta på)





En väldigt trevlig utekväll med supertrevligt sällskap och bra musik..

Vi överlevde helgen..med bravur. I fredags åkte vi till Gbg. Vi var himla pepp i bilen upp (inte så pepp i bilen hem nee) Välpackade med alla våra väskor och grejs, hela bilen var verkligen full. Vi stannade till i Falkenberg sen i Kungsbacka där vi besöjte Willy's för lite frukost o grillningsmat och hamnade i götet lagom till eftermiddagstrafiken, fattar inte hur dom orkar alltså. Bilar ÖVERALLT.

Vi hittade vår lilla stuga, med betoning på lilla. 15 kvm på fyra pers. Efter vi lastat ut var den full, till bredden. Fredagskvällen spenderades på Liseberg. Har inte åkt karusell på många år men det gick faktiskt bra. Ingen spydde och ingen skadade sig. Vi såg dock ut som dränkta katter efter några vänder i Flumeriden. Jag var blöt in till bh o trosor och mina vita converse blev heeelt fördärvade. Försökte lördag morgon att torka dessa i en torktumlare vilket inte alls var en bra idé.

Lördagen åkte vi in till Avenyn och gick runt..och runt..och runt. Vi gick in och ut i de flesta affärer vi hittade, i typ 4+ timmar. Jag hittade nya converse, en goood parfym och lite grejs till Anton. Man måste shoppa till barnen när man är borta så. Vi hittade hemåt och vilade lite, grillade och sen på kvällen blev den en runda med spårvagn ut på Incontro. Väldigt mysigt ställe, livemusik med Lasse Kronér och Uno Svenningsson. Jag och Gina hittade hem med vår spårvagn vid 2, tillsammans med några Sollefteåbor och några schweizare.. Dom bodde i närheten av vår stugby men verkade ganska lost. Gona försökte sig tappert på tyska med skojigt resultat.

Vi blev utkastade vid 11 så det gällde att komma upp i tid, vilket vi gjorde men i varierande skick. Camilla och Katti kom inrumlandes någon gång vid 7 på morgonen (tror jag ^^) och katti var inte såå pigg på morgonen där. Men ack så kul vi hade. Kunde lätt göras om nästa år!!

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Okej..jag pallar inte stava och skit idag.. Så vi kör svenskii.. Var allmänt trött igår. Fick för mig att färga håret, så där lagom sent. Så nu är jag svinröd på vissa ställen, svart på andra. Röd på öron, panna, hals mm och jag får inte bort det.. Meen vem fan bryr sig..:P

Drar snart till göteborg över helgen. Med Katti, Camilla o Gina.. Kan nog bli jätteskoj. Jag har dock packat för en hel månad. Dock är det mest kudde o sprit som tog plats. Det enda man behöver hihi.
Sonen ska till pappa men allt det överlåter jag med glädje till H. Han tyckte det skulle bli skönt att få vara ensam hemma en hel helg. Jag kontra med att jag gärna kan åka iväg fler gånger.. amsterdam en helg, någon?? Bara säg till..hahah

Vi får se när och om jag kommer hem.. Ska ta massa foton till er.. ^^ Man borde kanske gå o powernappa innan..hihi

Dagen 224

It is almost the middle of the night. I am alone. Anton is sleeping and H is in his garage. He has been nearly all day. Which is both good and bad. I like my alone time but it can get a bit boring since I am finding myself hard to entertain.. Haven't really done anything of importance today. Made a list of things to pack for the weekend. Me and the bitches is going on a road-trip to Göteborg. I am really looking forward to it cause it will be a good break in my boring vacation-time. I feel it will be a crazy weekend but in a very good way.

I feel like a greasy pig today, I look like one to. It is very nice in a freaky way. My hair is like butter, my body smells..well..different.. My nails are in many different lengths which I hate. I have to color my hair, my outgrowth is ridiculous. I need to shave my legs, really bad. I could wax them if I wanted to..hihi.. I did how ever wax my lip. I could grow a moustache if I wanted to :D So now my lips look like two huge pussy lips..and I didn't even get it all.. Well fuck it..who gives a shit..?!

I have been struggling with a feeling today. And now when it is almost night my brain gives up the smart way of thinking and the more emotional shit kicks in. A very smart man told me once that you should never trust your thoughts in the middle of the night. It is just the brain fucking with you.. And it is soo true. Every time I made a bad decision it was made in the middle of the night. Maybe time to learn? :P
This time I will...learn that is.. I will NOT do as my brain wants me to and just leave it at that. Nothing good can come from doing anything anyway.. Confused?? Me to =)

It is the first day of Ramadan today. So Ramadan Kareem to all Muslims out there. I don't know how you do it, I would go crazy without food and drinks ( and no sex haha) during the day so all luck to you.

Now I will go to bed..all greased up and feeling piggy :P

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Ahh I am grumpy. I got woken up today by a freakin' alarm-bell. H had sat his phone to ring at 8. Why?? I have noo idea. The only thing that happens is (like always) I wake up and H don't. I get up and H don't. And I bug him until he gets mad haha. But I am still tired.. I need to get some coffee today I think. I seldom have coffee in the morning, never when I work, sometimes on weekends. If I have coffee it is usually in the afternoon.

Yesterday it rain all day and I really mean ALL DAY. I wanted to go for a powerwalk in the morning, that feeling passed when I stuck my head outside. Lazy? O'yes. But I really don't like rain. It is enough when I have to go out in it when I work. Clothes gets all clammy and shoes squeaks. Same shit today, the sky is all grey white something and no sun in sight. I picked the wrong weeks for vacation. I always have late vacation, like July August. Always sunny.. But noo not this year.. it is depressing. I spent my day in the best way, alone =) H was mostly in his garage and Anton was playing with his friends. They played a little too much for the old folks around here so finally a member of the board came ringing on the door nagging about what the kids done.

I have been home with Anton now for like 2 weeks. Do you know how many times I heard the word Mamma?? Several hundred times.. I drives me crazy.. Everytime he wants to talk to me : Maamma... Maamma... And he can not play be himself. So he needs attention all the time. If he doesn't get it, he plays with the cats who ends up scratching him. No surprise.. Maybe I am a very bad mum but I don't like to sit all day playing games with him, picking my favourite bakugan or watch him play playstationgames.

I have strange taste in art.. This is one of my favourite ever.. Trevor Brown.. His fetish-baby-art is soo sweet..And below is another one.. Luis Royo.. Almost same but so different. <3

I like piercings. I would not have the guts to do these once..maybe.. But they are nice, specially the corset one.. Aoutch..hihi

I acually spent a day with H in the garage. You can see for your self how much fun that was. He needed some help so what to do. At first he bitched about my help but in the end I got him to say that it turned out fucking perfect. I can do car stuff to...^^

This year I had soo many bugs on my balcony that I can't keep score. Grasshoppers, spiders and one or two Pentatomidae. They don't seem to have an english name just latin. In swedish they are called Bärfisar. And it is a proper name, they smell awful.

This last pic is of a Rose geranium. I just got it from my next door neighbour like 5 minutes ago. She has lots of them. She kept the motherplant for over 60 years. It is today a huge bush in her daughters garden. So a while back she promised me one. It is soo sweet. I will keep it on the balcony, in a cooler climate so maybe it will bloom next year. I had many before but they all died. I hope this will live..^^

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I had the weirdest dreams these last couple of weeks. All about nesting. I always live in a place that is not mine, maybe going to be but isn't. You know when you are staying some place and it doesn't have that “home” feeling to it. Giving me a feeling of being 14 again and this terrible urge to have my own space. But I already have a “nest” haha. Maybe I need some changes around here. And I dreamt of a Kott..hahah Kott is Desi's name for my fantasy creature. It was a small kitten but with a head of a cow. It was soooo cute. All black and white and all helpless.

Not like this but you get the picture....^^

I had an appointment at the dentist today..but I got to cancel it, me so happy.. For once I liked him haha. (Well no, he is okej but still) I couldn't really open my mouth so we agreed on doing nothing today. But still I'm up around 8isch.. No sun, no fun today.. Where is my sun??

We had sun yesterday, I went to the garage with H. He needed some help with the windscreen and some other stuff. It always takes foreveeeer. He finally dropped us of at home when I'd been on his back for like an hour. He went back and stayed all night. I don't see the thrill in it..^^ ( I hate getting dirt on my hands)

We had like half a week vacation and I am bored out of my mind. I don't feel like doing anything. We have 2.5 week to go.. How will this end?? :P Really I don't see anything good in this. I could sleep all day and do nothing, how good is that?? It usually ends up with projects, things getting started but not finished and we arguing :P We really should learn from this and plan our vacation separately.

I have to find some motivation to do something.. Or else I will end up reading books all day, being unsocial all day.. It sounds good to me but people will bug me.. And talk, and talk and talk to me...

Roach update :D (part 2)

haha I found cockroach nr 2 like two days ago. Anton woke me up hysterical shouting about a bug on the hallway floor. Not quite awake I told hem that is was rubbish and got back to sleep. When I finally got out of bed and headed for the bathroom I saw the corps. Ewwww.... So now maybe there is 1 or 2 more running round here.. I will keep you updated :D