Dagen 218

I had the weirdest dreams these last couple of weeks. All about nesting. I always live in a place that is not mine, maybe going to be but isn't. You know when you are staying some place and it doesn't have that “home” feeling to it. Giving me a feeling of being 14 again and this terrible urge to have my own space. But I already have a “nest” haha. Maybe I need some changes around here. And I dreamt of a Kott..hahah Kott is Desi's name for my fantasy creature. It was a small kitten but with a head of a cow. It was soooo cute. All black and white and all helpless.

Not like this but you get the picture....^^

I had an appointment at the dentist today..but I got to cancel it, me so happy.. For once I liked him haha. (Well no, he is okej but still) I couldn't really open my mouth so we agreed on doing nothing today. But still I'm up around 8isch.. No sun, no fun today.. Where is my sun??

We had sun yesterday, I went to the garage with H. He needed some help with the windscreen and some other stuff. It always takes foreveeeer. He finally dropped us of at home when I'd been on his back for like an hour. He went back and stayed all night. I don't see the thrill in it..^^ ( I hate getting dirt on my hands)

We had like half a week vacation and I am bored out of my mind. I don't feel like doing anything. We have 2.5 week to go.. How will this end?? :P Really I don't see anything good in this. I could sleep all day and do nothing, how good is that?? It usually ends up with projects, things getting started but not finished and we arguing :P We really should learn from this and plan our vacation separately.

I have to find some motivation to do something.. Or else I will end up reading books all day, being unsocial all day.. It sounds good to me but people will bug me.. And talk, and talk and talk to me...