Dagen 180

Today is just hot.. Hooot.. It sux to have to work in this heat. It is like this every year. I need some time to get use to the shit. so now I feel sick of the heat, but I know it will get better. In a few days time it will be okej and I will not complain anymore.. But now.. I hate it :P

Sweat...sweaaat....ssswwweeeaaaaaattttttttttttttt....

Anton is back home and it feels good. And he was not so sad as last time, so maybe it is on the pass.. I hope..

Now I need to take a shower...and get some sleep.. I am soo tired today, since this morning i have been deadtired,.

Hater list

The list:

• folk som inte passa tider. Värsta jag vet är att stå och vänta på folk som aldrig vet vad faaan klockan är. Respektlös och oartigt, skärp er.
• folk som bara hör av sig när dom behöver något, inte annars. EGO!
• ögonbrynsplockning. Det gör fanimej ont som sjutton.
• när en skitbra bok är slut, antiklimax. Hur bra den än slutade så vill man ha mer ju.
• chokladsug. Det är otroligt vilken effekt lite choklad kan ha på ens hjärna.
• känslan av campfire under fötterna efter en natt i högklackat. Man kan vilja gå barfota hem över gården mitt i vintern.
• när folk (läs H) påbörjar projekt och sen inte avslutar dom.
• när folk har inställningen att "Shit happens" händer UTAN att förstå att saker händer för man själv får dom att hända, ansvar heter det.
• när folk slutar svara på sms, helt plötsligt, i en konversation, det suger.
• när folk inte fattar pikar, man är så jävla uppenbar att man nästan kunde ha skrivit det på ett plakat och ändå fattar dom inte.
• när man vet något men inte kan berätta det, för man är så jävla puckat snäll.
• PMS
• Lögner, vita, svarta alla
• när man går in i badrummet efter någon duschat och det är helt vått på golvet, våta strumpor är fan äckligt.
• beslutsfattande, när man inte vet vad som är bäst. Hur fan ska man då kunna göra ett sunt beslut??
• trotsåldrar, barns, vuxnas, gamlingars. Drygt skit.
• folk som tycker det är okej att dryga sig och sen säga "jag sa ju du var sur" när man väl blivit det. Man är inte sur från början, man BLIR det.
• idioter, morons, airhead, åsnor (inte djuret då) Arslen.. Folk som bara är dumma i huvudet rent allmänt.
• Skoskav... herre jävlar va det kan göra ont!!
• Tv-reklam för moppar, smink, massa skit. Alla har samma upplägg och dryga är dom.
• Betala räkningar är fan det värsta som finns. Även om det finn spengar kvar suger det.
  

Dagen 179

This weekend is soon over and work awaits tomorrow. And still it feels so good. I had a great couple of days and I am very pleased. Some weekends just flies by without anything happening, some is overfilled with stuff and gets too much, this was just perfect.

Anton went to his dad on Thursday, and he will get back tomorrow. He is back in a phase where he wants to be at both dad's and here. And it sux. He gets sad when he has to go and it kills me. I hope it will pass and when he gets older he will feel more relaxed with this. He misses his siblings and dad when he is here and vice versa. Being a mum sux sometimes..really... before you get kids nothing can ever hurt you in the same way as when your child is in pain. Any form of pain. Price you pay for love.
Friday I had work.(I knooow..midsummer-eve and all) It was over-all a good day, just had one incident that was..hmm..how should I put it.. NOT so good.. Hahah.. I can't really tell you about it, just that I have never ever before heard the word dick sooo many times in one hour as that morning. For real..no joke. I felt a bit violated and mentally raped :D (But I will get over it, next year or something)
H's spent his friday morning in bed..just doing nothing. He was in his morning-rob when I got home like 1.30. But he had earned it so no complaining. We did all the shopping for the evening the day before so all we had to do was get it to camilla's car. Me like simplicity =)
We spent all evening and half the night with some great company out at Camilla's aunts place. We had looots of good food, barbecue, herring, potatoes, salad, lots of good drinks and strawberries and whipped cream. Just as it should be on midsummer-eve. We had some games, and we ALL LIVED. The two couples against all the singles.... we should had won, really :D
Saturday was a very relaxed day..And I do mean very.. H was going to go to his garage so I tangled along. I brought my book, Doktor Glas and finished it. And one more. I spent all day in the sun listening to H swearing at the car and reading. It was soo lovely. I read like 500+ pages that day. The other book was too good to stop reading. I got a bit burned on my arms but I don't mind. It was not so bad. I need some tanning.
Today H had work. For once I had the bed all to myself on a morning :D Me like.. Usually he wakes me up by stealing my pillow.. I hate that. I need all my three pillows. He obviously needs more than his three.. maybe I should get him some more.. Like a princess..:P I went to see Desi. We went to Rosengård and did some shopping. Got some diner, barbecue chicken and potato salad and of course ice-cream. And then we spent the whole day on her balcony playing kalaha, solving crosswords puzzles, drinking water (like 2.5 liters each) and talking shit. It was hot, hot and hotter on the balcony but it was okej. Maybe I sweat of a few grams..
Sweet dream..:D