torsdag 24 juni 2010

Musikvideo

En klassiker som alltid funkar.. Jag får gåshud av denna underbara lilla låt..^^ (youtube länk)
Patti Smith Group – Because The Night (spotify länk)
Texten...

Take me now baby here as I am
Pull me close, try and understand
Desire is hunger is the fire I breathe
Love is a banquet on which we feed

Come on now try and understand
The way I feel when I'm in your hands
Take my hand come undercover
They can't hurt you now,
Can't hurt you now, can't hurt you now
Because the night belongs to lovers
Because the night belongs to lust
Because the night belongs to lovers
Because the night belongs to us

Have I doubt when I'm alone
Love is a ring, the telephone
Love is an angel disguised as lust
Here in our bed until the morning comes
Come on now try and understand
The way I feel under your command
Take my hand as the sun descends
They can't touch you now,
Can't touch you now, can't touch you now
Because the night belongs to lovers ...

With love we sleep
With doubt the vicious circle
Turn and burns
Without you I cannot live
Forgive, the yearning burning
I believe it's time, too real to feel
So touch me now, touch me now, touch me now
Because the night belongs to lovers ...

Because tonight there are two lovers
If we believe in the night we trust
Because tonight there are two lovers ...

onsdag 23 juni 2010

Dagen 175

Don't ever trust the olives, they will fuck you up...

My day off. :D When you have to get up at 5.30 in the morning you appreciate sleeping in so much more. It was soo nice waking up at 9 without any alarm-clock ringing hysterically. And I felt so energized, got tons of stuff done to, and all before lunch. I've had some trouble staying awake after job last days. It is too much new stuff, new people, new routines. My brain is having a melt-down. We got a little break from it when Magda and me went to the pharmacy. She asked the male pharmacist about tanning-cream. :P It was so funny.. He had never tried it..but he assured her it was good anyway =)

I had some major disappointments yesterday so I treated myself to an awesome bag (on sale) from Esprit. I found another bag to, a Marc O'Polo, on sale for 1499. H would have killed me hihi. But it was soo nice. But I got the cheaper one and it felt all good again.. Hihi.. Well some true.. But inside I know now that I made a good decision even if I get disappointed and I will leave it at that =) Karma karma =)

Hs is at work today, he will be late. He was not to happy when I talked to him earlier. I admire his worketichs. He is really hard working, I can complain about my job even thou I just work like 6 hours a day. He works 30+ each time. He makes much more money then me, but still. He is good =)

Tomorrow it is midsummers-eve. I have work from 7-13.30 but that is quite al right. It is usually soft working on a holiday. And I am free on the weekend so I will not complain. We will spend “the eve” with Camilla and company somewhere on the countryside of Malmö. Barbecue, games and some alcohol will make it a good evening I guess. Anton will go to dad's later today. When..and IF H gets home :P I got the booze earlier today so if all things fuck out I will still get drunk as a duck. I will go for a strawberry-hunt later today. Hoping there is still some berries out there for me.. And 9 more people..:P

“..If things goes wrong..blame the rotation.. “ Zana.. Well said..

måndag 21 juni 2010

Dagen 172

Is it just me or do you all just wanna puke on soccer? It is sooo booooring..ZzzZZZzzZzzzzZ.. First all they talked about was the Royal wedding and now soccer. Thank god it is over =)
The wedding I understand. It is once in a lifetime for our Princess but soccer..come on. Every week someone is playing a soccer match somewhere. Sport today is too much money and too hype to be good for anyone. And why is a Swedish coach training a none-swedish team? It is just too much shit in sports today, not all but the major ones like soccer, hockey..like that.

Work is nice, I have to admit :D I do miss Maria, she is off somewhere in Europe, like Paris. And Emma is on her maternity leave. She finally got a girl. Three boys and then a girl. Way to go, I would kill myself haha. And Zana..hihi She is soo pretty. On new years even of 2009 she decided to start using a veil. She converted to Islam some time ago and she seems soo at peace. She is so calm and happy and almost glowing. It is almost magical. I am not surprised to see her in the veil but it takes some getting use to =) She publishes some Islamic stuff on facebook every now and then. I look at it sometimes and I found some great shit. And noo I am not going Muslim, chill.. Buut I found a video called 60 ways to keep your wife's love. Every man should see it, for real. Muslim or not. It was awesome. It made perfect sense :P And that my male Swedish friends is way gilrs like Arabs haha.. That and their dark olive skin.. (drool, drool)

I got some stuff the other day. One of them smelled coconut. I hate that..haha. Not hate the smell but it always reminds me of a certain time and place and era in life, involving sunbathing, Hawaiian sunscreen and a blanket haha. It is a sweet memory but still it is hard for me to grasp. That I will have no more memories like that. And it still makes me sad, sometimes. Time flies and I know that things will never be as they were but still.. One can't help remembering. I wish there was something I could do about it but knowing there is not gives me some comfort.

Anyway...back to the stuff...^^ I decided to be nice and give some away.. My mother-in-law has a birthday coming up so she will get something nice. I need to improve my karma haha.. Or maybe it is evened out by my massive toothache and shit. Who knows?? Better safe then sorry.. And Miss S will get something to. Maybe she will be surprised, I hope so. I just love her, she is so like me it is scary. And I was thinking of sending some to Åsa and Pia, my sister-in-laws. (I think they are, haha) But I don't know if they like stuff like that. I just feel like I want to do something nice for others. (Yeah, I am not sick...haha)

And I changed the look on the blog, don't ask me why. Summerfeelings maybe ^^ Blue felt better then gloomy brown. And yes, it is all in english. I know some of you hate it :D And maybe some Swedish shit will appear later but for now, English it is.
I finally started the book I have been waiting like forever for..Doktor Glas. And it is not as good as I wanted it to be. It is good, old school swedish and all but I was hoping for more. I still have like two thirds left so maybe it will pick up. It is a very short book, only 155 pages. I like to work when you don't have school. It is not the same. School is always there, morning, evening, night. Job is job, 7-13.30 and then noo more. I have much more time for me, for books, for everything working. I dread next semester, work + school 100 %..yucky.

I don't understand people. Hahah... Some people have no money. Like always no money. They can't go anywhere, they can't buy stuff they see as luxury (or basic sometimes) But still they have money for tattoos.. How the f*ck it that possible?? Maybe it is how you prioritize but still. I think it is very very strange.
Well that is all I manage to interest you with today.. Now I will go eaaaat..... Bawse...^^

söndag 20 juni 2010

Roach update :D

I forgot to tell you.. I found a cockroach..(ONE) He strolled quite unaware of cats, us or anything, in my hall-way. Anton screamed haha.. He doesn't really like bugs and who can blame him. H had to pick the little bugger up and sent it to an early death by lizard =)

So one down... 2,3..?...4? to go.... suuuck

Dagen 171

I hate when people ask me ”what's new?”. What should be new? If we talk every week what should be new. Nothing. My life is not turned upside down in a week. No matter how much I try haha. My life is so tranquil and I like it like that. No drama, no major incidents. But I feel like a crone. Last night (Saturday) I when to bed, before 23, with a book. I read like 12 pages and then I was fast asleep. Middle-age here we come.
Really it is not like that, I have been in pain for most of the weekend, and it takes soo much energy to do the smallest thing, like smile, like be nice, like eat. Which I don't. So I get to tired to stay up, specially in front of a TV, listening to H :D
Anton went to Amanda's birthday party so I followed H to the garage. Started reading my book. Perfect weather for sitting in the car, doors open, wind blowing and a good book. H took his time and we got soo hungry. So for the first time in over a year we went to McDonald's. Soo overrated :P It took me like 45 min to chew some French fries and a burger. If I wasn't soo hungry I would have left the food. I make much better burgers at home :D
Today we did some shopping. In Tomelilla, of all places :D I don't like Tomelilla, or actually the way to Tomelilla. It is soo boring. I did find some good stuff so it made it worth it =) I will colour my hair today, maybe.. If I get around to it. I always drag it on.. I have laundry day today, sooo fun..grr.. H is absent, as always when we have laundry, cleaning, dishes or anything else that goes under the category of housework =)
Tomorrow it is work again. I have come to terms with the idea of me getting up at 5.30 every morning. (As long as it is noot raining, then I will bitch about work again) And this is without coffee, yäj :P
No it is time for the laundry...again... It never ends... Crone, crone...we are all on the way to being really good crones...:D