Dagen 222

Ahh I am grumpy. I got woken up today by a freakin' alarm-bell. H had sat his phone to ring at 8. Why?? I have noo idea. The only thing that happens is (like always) I wake up and H don't. I get up and H don't. And I bug him until he gets mad haha. But I am still tired.. I need to get some coffee today I think. I seldom have coffee in the morning, never when I work, sometimes on weekends. If I have coffee it is usually in the afternoon.

Yesterday it rain all day and I really mean ALL DAY. I wanted to go for a powerwalk in the morning, that feeling passed when I stuck my head outside. Lazy? O'yes. But I really don't like rain. It is enough when I have to go out in it when I work. Clothes gets all clammy and shoes squeaks. Same shit today, the sky is all grey white something and no sun in sight. I picked the wrong weeks for vacation. I always have late vacation, like July August. Always sunny.. But noo not this year.. it is depressing. I spent my day in the best way, alone =) H was mostly in his garage and Anton was playing with his friends. They played a little too much for the old folks around here so finally a member of the board came ringing on the door nagging about what the kids done.

I have been home with Anton now for like 2 weeks. Do you know how many times I heard the word Mamma?? Several hundred times.. I drives me crazy.. Everytime he wants to talk to me : Maamma... Maamma... And he can not play be himself. So he needs attention all the time. If he doesn't get it, he plays with the cats who ends up scratching him. No surprise.. Maybe I am a very bad mum but I don't like to sit all day playing games with him, picking my favourite bakugan or watch him play playstationgames.

I have strange taste in art.. This is one of my favourite ever.. Trevor Brown.. His fetish-baby-art is soo sweet..And below is another one.. Luis Royo.. Almost same but so different. <3

I like piercings. I would not have the guts to do these once..maybe.. But they are nice, specially the corset one.. Aoutch..hihi

I acually spent a day with H in the garage. You can see for your self how much fun that was. He needed some help so what to do. At first he bitched about my help but in the end I got him to say that it turned out fucking perfect. I can do car stuff to...^^

This year I had soo many bugs on my balcony that I can't keep score. Grasshoppers, spiders and one or two Pentatomidae. They don't seem to have an english name just latin. In swedish they are called Bärfisar. And it is a proper name, they smell awful.

This last pic is of a Rose geranium. I just got it from my next door neighbour like 5 minutes ago. She has lots of them. She kept the motherplant for over 60 years. It is today a huge bush in her daughters garden. So a while back she promised me one. It is soo sweet. I will keep it on the balcony, in a cooler climate so maybe it will bloom next year. I had many before but they all died. I hope this will live..^^