Don't ever trust the olives, they will fuck you up...
My day off. :D When you have to get up at 5.30 in the morning you appreciate sleeping in so much more. It was soo nice waking up at 9 without any alarm-clock ringing hysterically. And I felt so energized, got tons of stuff done to, and all before lunch. I've had some trouble staying awake after job last days. It is too much new stuff, new people, new routines. My brain is having a melt-down. We got a little break from it when Magda and me went to the pharmacy. She asked the male pharmacist about tanning-cream. :P It was so funny.. He had never tried it..but he assured her it was good anyway =)
I had some major disappointments yesterday so I treated myself to an awesome bag (on sale) from Esprit. I found another bag to, a Marc O'Polo, on sale for 1499. H would have killed me hihi. But it was soo nice. But I got the cheaper one and it felt all good again.. Hihi.. Well some true.. But inside I know now that I made a good decision even if I get disappointed and I will leave it at that =) Karma karma =)
Hs is at work today, he will be late. He was not to happy when I talked to him earlier. I admire his worketichs. He is really hard working, I can complain about my job even thou I just work like 6 hours a day. He works 30+ each time. He makes much more money then me, but still. He is good =)
Tomorrow it is midsummers-eve. I have work from 7-13.30 but that is quite al right. It is usually soft working on a holiday. And I am free on the weekend so I will not complain. We will spend “the eve” with Camilla and company somewhere on the countryside of Malmö. Barbecue, games and some alcohol will make it a good evening I guess. Anton will go to dad's later today. When..and IF H gets home :P I got the booze earlier today so if all things fuck out I will still get drunk as a duck. I will go for a strawberry-hunt later today. Hoping there is still some berries out there for me.. And 9 more people..:P
“..If things goes wrong..blame the rotation.. “ Zana.. Well said..
onsdag 23 juni 2010
måndag 21 juni 2010
Dagen 172
Is it just me or do you all just wanna puke on soccer? It is sooo booooring..ZzzZZZzzZzzzzZ.. First all they talked about was the Royal wedding and now soccer. Thank god it is over =)
The wedding I understand. It is once in a lifetime for our Princess but soccer..come on. Every week someone is playing a soccer match somewhere. Sport today is too much money and too hype to be good for anyone. And why is a Swedish coach training a none-swedish team? It is just too much shit in sports today, not all but the major ones like soccer, hockey..like that.
Work is nice, I have to admit :D I do miss Maria, she is off somewhere in Europe, like Paris. And Emma is on her maternity leave. She finally got a girl. Three boys and then a girl. Way to go, I would kill myself haha. And Zana..hihi She is soo pretty. On new years even of 2009 she decided to start using a veil. She converted to Islam some time ago and she seems soo at peace. She is so calm and happy and almost glowing. It is almost magical. I am not surprised to see her in the veil but it takes some getting use to =) She publishes some Islamic stuff on facebook every now and then. I look at it sometimes and I found some great shit. And noo I am not going Muslim, chill.. Buut I found a video called 60 ways to keep your wife's love. Every man should see it, for real. Muslim or not. It was awesome. It made perfect sense :P And that my male Swedish friends is way gilrs like Arabs haha.. That and their dark olive skin.. (drool, drool)
I got some stuff the other day. One of them smelled coconut. I hate that..haha. Not hate the smell but it always reminds me of a certain time and place and era in life, involving sunbathing, Hawaiian sunscreen and a blanket haha. It is a sweet memory but still it is hard for me to grasp. That I will have no more memories like that. And it still makes me sad, sometimes. Time flies and I know that things will never be as they were but still.. One can't help remembering. I wish there was something I could do about it but knowing there is not gives me some comfort.
Anyway...back to the stuff...^^ I decided to be nice and give some away.. My mother-in-law has a birthday coming up so she will get something nice. I need to improve my karma haha.. Or maybe it is evened out by my massive toothache and shit. Who knows?? Better safe then sorry.. And Miss S will get something to. Maybe she will be surprised, I hope so. I just love her, she is so like me it is scary. And I was thinking of sending some to Åsa and Pia, my sister-in-laws. (I think they are, haha) But I don't know if they like stuff like that. I just feel like I want to do something nice for others. (Yeah, I am not sick...haha)
And I changed the look on the blog, don't ask me why. Summerfeelings maybe ^^ Blue felt better then gloomy brown. And yes, it is all in english. I know some of you hate it :D And maybe some Swedish shit will appear later but for now, English it is.
I finally started the book I have been waiting like forever for..Doktor Glas. And it is not as good as I wanted it to be. It is good, old school swedish and all but I was hoping for more. I still have like two thirds left so maybe it will pick up. It is a very short book, only 155 pages. I like to work when you don't have school. It is not the same. School is always there, morning, evening, night. Job is job, 7-13.30 and then noo more. I have much more time for me, for books, for everything working. I dread next semester, work + school 100 %..yucky.
I don't understand people. Hahah... Some people have no money. Like always no money. They can't go anywhere, they can't buy stuff they see as luxury (or basic sometimes) But still they have money for tattoos.. How the f*ck it that possible?? Maybe it is how you prioritize but still. I think it is very very strange.
Well that is all I manage to interest you with today.. Now I will go eaaaat..... Bawse...^^
The wedding I understand. It is once in a lifetime for our Princess but soccer..come on. Every week someone is playing a soccer match somewhere. Sport today is too much money and too hype to be good for anyone. And why is a Swedish coach training a none-swedish team? It is just too much shit in sports today, not all but the major ones like soccer, hockey..like that.
Work is nice, I have to admit :D I do miss Maria, she is off somewhere in Europe, like Paris. And Emma is on her maternity leave. She finally got a girl. Three boys and then a girl. Way to go, I would kill myself haha. And Zana..hihi She is soo pretty. On new years even of 2009 she decided to start using a veil. She converted to Islam some time ago and she seems soo at peace. She is so calm and happy and almost glowing. It is almost magical. I am not surprised to see her in the veil but it takes some getting use to =) She publishes some Islamic stuff on facebook every now and then. I look at it sometimes and I found some great shit. And noo I am not going Muslim, chill.. Buut I found a video called 60 ways to keep your wife's love. Every man should see it, for real. Muslim or not. It was awesome. It made perfect sense :P And that my male Swedish friends is way gilrs like Arabs haha.. That and their dark olive skin.. (drool, drool)
I got some stuff the other day. One of them smelled coconut. I hate that..haha. Not hate the smell but it always reminds me of a certain time and place and era in life, involving sunbathing, Hawaiian sunscreen and a blanket haha. It is a sweet memory but still it is hard for me to grasp. That I will have no more memories like that. And it still makes me sad, sometimes. Time flies and I know that things will never be as they were but still.. One can't help remembering. I wish there was something I could do about it but knowing there is not gives me some comfort.
Anyway...back to the stuff...^^ I decided to be nice and give some away.. My mother-in-law has a birthday coming up so she will get something nice. I need to improve my karma haha.. Or maybe it is evened out by my massive toothache and shit. Who knows?? Better safe then sorry.. And Miss S will get something to. Maybe she will be surprised, I hope so. I just love her, she is so like me it is scary. And I was thinking of sending some to Åsa and Pia, my sister-in-laws. (I think they are, haha) But I don't know if they like stuff like that. I just feel like I want to do something nice for others. (Yeah, I am not sick...haha)
And I changed the look on the blog, don't ask me why. Summerfeelings maybe ^^ Blue felt better then gloomy brown. And yes, it is all in english. I know some of you hate it :D And maybe some Swedish shit will appear later but for now, English it is.
I finally started the book I have been waiting like forever for..Doktor Glas. And it is not as good as I wanted it to be. It is good, old school swedish and all but I was hoping for more. I still have like two thirds left so maybe it will pick up. It is a very short book, only 155 pages. I like to work when you don't have school. It is not the same. School is always there, morning, evening, night. Job is job, 7-13.30 and then noo more. I have much more time for me, for books, for everything working. I dread next semester, work + school 100 %..yucky.
I don't understand people. Hahah... Some people have no money. Like always no money. They can't go anywhere, they can't buy stuff they see as luxury (or basic sometimes) But still they have money for tattoos.. How the f*ck it that possible?? Maybe it is how you prioritize but still. I think it is very very strange.
Well that is all I manage to interest you with today.. Now I will go eaaaat..... Bawse...^^
söndag 20 juni 2010
Roach update :D
I forgot to tell you.. I found a cockroach..(ONE) He strolled quite unaware of cats, us or anything, in my hall-way. Anton screamed haha.. He doesn't really like bugs and who can blame him. H had to pick the little bugger up and sent it to an early death by lizard =)
So one down... 2,3..?...4? to go.... suuuck
So one down... 2,3..?...4? to go.... suuuck
Dagen 171
I hate when people ask me ”what's new?”. What should be new? If we talk every week what should be new. Nothing. My life is not turned upside down in a week. No matter how much I try haha. My life is so tranquil and I like it like that. No drama, no major incidents. But I feel like a crone. Last night (Saturday) I when to bed, before 23, with a book. I read like 12 pages and then I was fast asleep. Middle-age here we come.
Really it is not like that, I have been in pain for most of the weekend, and it takes soo much energy to do the smallest thing, like smile, like be nice, like eat. Which I don't. So I get to tired to stay up, specially in front of a TV, listening to H :D
Anton went to Amanda's birthday party so I followed H to the garage. Started reading my book. Perfect weather for sitting in the car, doors open, wind blowing and a good book. H took his time and we got soo hungry. So for the first time in over a year we went to McDonald's. Soo overrated :P It took me like 45 min to chew some French fries and a burger. If I wasn't soo hungry I would have left the food. I make much better burgers at home :D
Today we did some shopping. In Tomelilla, of all places :D I don't like Tomelilla, or actually the way to Tomelilla. It is soo boring. I did find some good stuff so it made it worth it =) I will colour my hair today, maybe.. If I get around to it. I always drag it on.. I have laundry day today, sooo fun..grr.. H is absent, as always when we have laundry, cleaning, dishes or anything else that goes under the category of housework =)
Tomorrow it is work again. I have come to terms with the idea of me getting up at 5.30 every morning. (As long as it is noot raining, then I will bitch about work again) And this is without coffee, yäj :P
No it is time for the laundry...again... It never ends... Crone, crone...we are all on the way to being really good crones...:D
Really it is not like that, I have been in pain for most of the weekend, and it takes soo much energy to do the smallest thing, like smile, like be nice, like eat. Which I don't. So I get to tired to stay up, specially in front of a TV, listening to H :D
Anton went to Amanda's birthday party so I followed H to the garage. Started reading my book. Perfect weather for sitting in the car, doors open, wind blowing and a good book. H took his time and we got soo hungry. So for the first time in over a year we went to McDonald's. Soo overrated :P It took me like 45 min to chew some French fries and a burger. If I wasn't soo hungry I would have left the food. I make much better burgers at home :D
Today we did some shopping. In Tomelilla, of all places :D I don't like Tomelilla, or actually the way to Tomelilla. It is soo boring. I did find some good stuff so it made it worth it =) I will colour my hair today, maybe.. If I get around to it. I always drag it on.. I have laundry day today, sooo fun..grr.. H is absent, as always when we have laundry, cleaning, dishes or anything else that goes under the category of housework =)
Tomorrow it is work again. I have come to terms with the idea of me getting up at 5.30 every morning. (As long as it is noot raining, then I will bitch about work again) And this is without coffee, yäj :P
No it is time for the laundry...again... It never ends... Crone, crone...we are all on the way to being really good crones...:D
fredag 18 juni 2010
Dagen 169
I finally got to work yesterday, painkillers working some, penicillin working better too, I functioned, some. It was a great day, sun was shining, I had some minor mishaps but nothing too big. I feel like such a rookie :P I have no routines, no clue about keys, addresses, names or places. Soo lost hahah. But it will work out..eventually. The basics are still there, somewhat. It is nice to have things to do, just studying is not too fun, I have to say. I am sick of it now.
We had a new sub at work to, her first day. I was so rude haha. She looked so familiar so I just said hey and got on with my morning planing.(and being not too social when in pain) I was so sure she had been there before cause I recognised her, but it turned out it was from school and not from work hahah. But she didn't seem too upset :D
My painkillers work surprisingly well so I decided to get my house a bit more liveable after work. It was soo nasty. So all evening I dusted, vacuumed, toilett...all shit.. I was very good, if I get to say it myself :D And I even got to eat some solid food, spaghetti and meat-sause. It was sooo good. I am such a good cook haha. I steeped in bed right after 22 and feel right asleep. Clean sheets has a very good effect on me. Even Anton stayed up later then me. He is getting soo big..^^ I really have to say I have the best son ever. He is smart, good in school, a good friend and he is soo well-mannered. He makes me so proud..
When I woke up this morning I was expecting to get up in a clean, nice smelling apartment. But nooo... Well the smell was good.. But on my living-room floor I found an empty (!!) box, cricket-food all over and some egg-cart parts. That is okej.. What is nooot okej is the things that lived IN THE BOX. My lovely H had been too lazy feeding the lizard so he put the box of Cockroaches underneath the terrarium. During the night my, also lovely, cats had a party and opened the box, played with the roaches and now I have no idea if they are still running around here or not. H thought they were maybe 2-3, so I think 5 :D So I will make him go roach-hunting when he gets home. Schmock :P
I don't know if it will rain or not today, weather now sux. Morning sun, afternoon rain. I have no plans for the day so it doesn't really matter to much but still sunshine has more potential then rain. Anton's baby sister Amanda has a birthday tomorrow so I should get something for her. It is not dads weekend but Anton is coming anyway, which is a good thing I think. They are still family. Thinking about waiting until H gets home. He hates shopping so it would be a good punishment for letting the roaches out :D
We had a new sub at work to, her first day. I was so rude haha. She looked so familiar so I just said hey and got on with my morning planing.(and being not too social when in pain) I was so sure she had been there before cause I recognised her, but it turned out it was from school and not from work hahah. But she didn't seem too upset :D
My painkillers work surprisingly well so I decided to get my house a bit more liveable after work. It was soo nasty. So all evening I dusted, vacuumed, toilett...all shit.. I was very good, if I get to say it myself :D And I even got to eat some solid food, spaghetti and meat-sause. It was sooo good. I am such a good cook haha. I steeped in bed right after 22 and feel right asleep. Clean sheets has a very good effect on me. Even Anton stayed up later then me. He is getting soo big..^^ I really have to say I have the best son ever. He is smart, good in school, a good friend and he is soo well-mannered. He makes me so proud..
When I woke up this morning I was expecting to get up in a clean, nice smelling apartment. But nooo... Well the smell was good.. But on my living-room floor I found an empty (!!) box, cricket-food all over and some egg-cart parts. That is okej.. What is nooot okej is the things that lived IN THE BOX. My lovely H had been too lazy feeding the lizard so he put the box of Cockroaches underneath the terrarium. During the night my, also lovely, cats had a party and opened the box, played with the roaches and now I have no idea if they are still running around here or not. H thought they were maybe 2-3, so I think 5 :D So I will make him go roach-hunting when he gets home. Schmock :P
I don't know if it will rain or not today, weather now sux. Morning sun, afternoon rain. I have no plans for the day so it doesn't really matter to much but still sunshine has more potential then rain. Anton's baby sister Amanda has a birthday tomorrow so I should get something for her. It is not dads weekend but Anton is coming anyway, which is a good thing I think. They are still family. Thinking about waiting until H gets home. He hates shopping so it would be a good punishment for letting the roaches out :D
onsdag 16 juni 2010
Dagen 167
I really feel like karma came back to fuck me.. Big time :P First I was sick as dog for like a week, almost dead. And now.. I am dead.. I got a tooth fucking my life sooo bad. I even had to go to the dentist, on a Sunday, acute. How fun is that? I hate dentists sooo bad, I really just wanted to cry. But he was sweet. He numbed the tooth and fixed it temporary. It didn't work out to good..
Monday morning I wanted to kill myself. I rather have 5 more kids, tattoo my body blue and black all over and have my whole body pierced before I get a toothache again. (or go back to thee dentist but what to do)
Monday I had my first day of work, how great is that?? I went, all drugged up, in massive pain, did some work and got back home again. (don't ask me how, it felt like I lived in Kiruna somewhere) It feels like shit but really I am in no state to care for others when all I want to do is to kill myself with an axe in the head.
I had a new date with my dentist yesterday. The penicillin had not kicked in and all he could do is give me a big examination and tell me all the things I need to have done. I am not too surprised since I have not been to a dentist in like 7 years. So now I have to just book the times and yeah... I am nooot happy.. But I have to say he was okej. They both were. I had one on sunday, Christer and then one on Tuesday Amel. So maybe it will work out. I have to do 2 (!!!!!) root canals. So I have to spend like 1.5 hoursx2 with Amel, in a chair, numbed up and opening wide. I don't do open wide, I told him that. And he just smiled..:D I was not kidding, I don't think he understood that.
Being first sick and then this has made my home look like a war-zone. It is a mystery how H can just ignore everything, just having work as an excuse. “ I am never home, this is not mine, that is yours, I haven't eaten anything”..and soo on. It would be really nice to get some help and understanding sometimes. But yeah...too much to ask for I knooow.. I wish I was a man sometimes, they get away with everything just having a dick. AND they get to stand up and piss..
A good thing in all this misery is that school is over, I passed all my classes. And it is a very, very good thing, I was nooot in any way doing more school now. I am soo sick of it. Now I will read books for fun, not on command. Biiig difference. Now I will go drink some breakfast. I don't mind, it is good. And that is the one good thing about this. I don't like to eat, anything..:D
onsdag 9 juni 2010
Dagen 160
Another weekend is over. And I am still alive. Wasn't sure about the outcome on friday. I am still not 100% well. Hate being sick in summer, it never ends. The bacillus only reproduce like rabbits on a meadow (but in my chest instead). Anton was home sick from school to, but he got better during the day.
We had a big party for my cousin Kim. He graduated school and he was sooo happy. We had lots of good food, good company and drinks in their lovely garden. I had a long conversation with Anna-Lena and was soo surprised about the fact that she understood my point of view when it comes to my grandmother. We have a very complicated relationship, she and I. For me, just being older doesn't make you right, you still have to treat others with respect. Anyway.. It was a great evening. We went home around 1 in the night, Anton being soo sleepy. Kim had left for Slagthuset so it was okej.
Saturday was hard started, I slept for almost all morning as did the rest of the family. Even Anton. I was the first one up just before 11. I took a quick trip to Burlöv for a sweatshirt and some ciders. Carro had her 30th birthday party on Lindeborg. Felt kinda strange to be there and not working :P She had some friends and family over for a barbecue and some games. All together a very nice evening. She showed her Bollywood dance performance, she was soo good. I had no idea :D H picked me up round 12 something, I was soo tired and I didn't want to go out that night.
Sunday was Swedish National day. I was suppose to study, but noo.. I got the bright idea to go to my parents-in-law and have some diner. So we left for Åhus and stayed all day. The sun was shining all weekend and it felt like summer. But as usual here in Sweden the rain came, all Monday it came pouring down. You just never know with Swedish weather.
Today it is Wednesday and I have been to school today. Did my last test for this semester and it felt soo good. After we had some cake and coffee. Now I just have to wait and see what grades I get, but I think I will pass at least. On Monday I start work again. Noot to fun I have to admit. Just the thought of getting up before 6 gives me a headache :P
I have soo much I want to tell you about, but I don't have the energy for it today. So I will leave it for another time and another place. Now I will go sit down with a book, got 6 new books today and have noo idea which to start with..^^
We had a big party for my cousin Kim. He graduated school and he was sooo happy. We had lots of good food, good company and drinks in their lovely garden. I had a long conversation with Anna-Lena and was soo surprised about the fact that she understood my point of view when it comes to my grandmother. We have a very complicated relationship, she and I. For me, just being older doesn't make you right, you still have to treat others with respect. Anyway.. It was a great evening. We went home around 1 in the night, Anton being soo sleepy. Kim had left for Slagthuset so it was okej.
Today it is Wednesday and I have been to school today. Did my last test for this semester and it felt soo good. After we had some cake and coffee. Now I just have to wait and see what grades I get, but I think I will pass at least. On Monday I start work again. Noot to fun I have to admit. Just the thought of getting up before 6 gives me a headache :P
I have soo much I want to tell you about, but I don't have the energy for it today. So I will leave it for another time and another place. Now I will go sit down with a book, got 6 new books today and have noo idea which to start with..^^
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