Dagen 212

A day in hell (or three).. Literally. I had a dentist-appointment yesterday. For me that is a big fucking thing. I am sooo very afraid of them. Dentists are those who fail medical-school :P And they are evil and bitter about it, making life miserable for the rest of us. ( I know, I exaggerate..a little)

I had to set my alarm to get up..just that sux. On my holiday and all.. I had the first appointment of the day and since I am always early I met my dentist on the way up. He was very cheerful in the early morning.. Maybe a good sign..:P For over an hour he pulled and yanked in my mouth. Getting my tooth out. He even cracked my lips..you know, in the corner. It is still bleeding when I open my mouth too much so I have to keep it soft and closed hahah. ( good thing I am not so talkative..)

I got it out..or really he did.. I felt bruised and all drained out when I got out of there. He wrote me a prescription on heavy penicillin and told me to take some Ipren if I felt any pain.. It is not IF it is WHEN.. And man does it hurt..

I woke up around 4 last night and wanted to jam my head in something hard, over and over again. It felt like he was still yanking my mouth and it pounded like hell. So I had to get up, take some Ipren and pray to get some sleep. When I woke up this morning I looked like a fucking hamster, on one side of my face. And I didn't even get to hamster anything good. I had 2 shakes and some gulasch yesterday. And after I slurped down some soup (cause I mashed up the potatoes and meat) it hurt like hell... So no more food for me for a couple of days. I will have shakes, drinking them threw a straw.. And that is the one good thing about this... I am still loosing some weight. ^^

Later today Anton will go to his dad's. And I will spend some time at Desi's. I have decided to have some wine even though I am on penicillin. I need it in soo many ways haha. ( sounding like a wino hihi) And I have wanted to open that freaking bottle like forever.. But it is not fun to sit here all alone drinking so today it is. Desi need some booze to :D

I really should get some stuff out of the way today but it is soo boring and I feel off. Having no energy I feel like I'm 95. It is raining and Anton is playing so I will spend my day doing nothing.. He wanted some home-made pizza for diner. So that is all I will do today hahah. And have some Ipren.. And Dalacin.. And wine :P (good good combo)